TRUTH STORY
The Truth phase is really a hard message to pass through, especially when, that is the only option you have to build a great relationship.
The minute I decided to be truthful, I knew I had so many things at stake. I had to choose between being a liar, or telling the truth and loose the trust I once earned .
" I swallowed enough spit to be able to mutter the words out of my mouth, but how will I tell him that, I was lying all along. Telling him I love him, but also relaying the same to someone else. All because I could not stand a negative word or reply "NO" .
I do ask myself; if there is a need to hurt someone with the truth instead of trading them with the lie. But the truth is you may not find the answer till u get to actually do it.
I fought so hard but my conscience didn't let me overcome the hurt of being lied to in return. After a long struggle. I Summoned courage to tell the truth. But you see the truth is so hard to spit out, talk more or less swallow or be digested.
Why on earth is the truth so important, I asked myself , but I got the answer, the minute I knew I had been lied to in my negligence. It felt like I was shallow in my own voice, that the cry of my heart couldn't be heard. I sat down trying to reminisce where i missed it. But it all seemed like I was in the right track. So I ask myself;
"what went wrong"
"where did I miss the punctuations in the letter"
"was I a fool not to notice "
"or did it just happen because I was insensitive"
Diverse questions filled my head, unanswered theories of how it happen. Thesis and hypothesis of the situation, but only one concluding conclusion, which was that , " it hurts to be lied to, so DO NOT DO THE SAME"
The thought of how to hurt back came flooding in, but the truth still remain, you cant become a monster in a sheeps clothing. So I ask my self, where do I go from here?
ANONYMOUS
